You Want To Win? I Can Show You The Way

Nahida Izzat,
Exiled Palestinian
Poetry For Palestine

A personal reflection on chutzpah, depravity and disintegration of ethics.

Multi-generational indoctrination with "Chosen-mess", superiority and exceptionalism, leads to developing a super-inflated image of oneself and a distorted one of the world, as well as the inverse of universal egalitarian ethics which then manifests in:

 ●  Developing violent narcissistic psychopathic      personality disorders.
 ●  Developing chutzpah with a hyper-inflated ego.
 ●  Glorifying obscenity, to attract attention.

All are leading to normalising and celebrating depravity. Glorifying obscenity is unsettling and disturbing to the inner soul.

The soul/ inner moral compass/ consciousness/ intrinsic nature of the human is to aspire to the Ideal, Divine Sublime Principles of love, compassion, kindness, inclusion, equality, justice, beauty, altruism, cooperation...etc.

Our souls are delicately balanced and equipped with the ability to distinguish between Good (Divine Sublime Principles) and Evil. Our souls are also hardwired to dislike and avoid evil and to strive to live by these principles. When it does, it finds peace, harmony, tranquility and joy.

Supremacist belief systems and their related actions (i.e. hate, envy, aggression) fundamentally contradict soul wisdom, thus causing the delicate inner balance to cave in, and dichotomy to occur. Misalignment of the soul embroils, violence and disturbance replace the natural peace of the soul. Thus, the authentic higher self is negated. Self-respect vanishes. Shame and self-loath brew.

In an attempt to regain inner peace and harmony, a search of external love and outside approval spirals into a perpetual ego inflation. Gravitation towards fame, power and wealth, seeking validation and self-acceptance, roar.

Relentlessly craving for praise and admiration at any cost, using all means possible, including lying to oneself and others, and glorification of obscenity and depravity:

Chutzpah is born!

Desiring to be in the limelight, fame, pushiness, indecency, disinhibition, and attention-seeking, all are signs of developing chutzpah.

However, this chutzpah and what appears to be an extreme form of self-confidence to the point of crudity and vulgarity is nothing but a façade. It is a thin mask to conceal and disguise a deeply vulnerable, extremely fragile misaligned, fragmented and unsettled soul.

Souls that cannot find peace and tranquility from within due to feelings of shame and self-loathing, turn into souls that constantly seek approval from external sources.

Chutzpah is merely a symptom of fragility and dichotomy, rather than a sign of assertiveness, confidence, or courage.

That is why we notice that expressing disagreement or criticism or even withholding approval, reverence or admiration terrifies them.

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What we are witnessing here is ideological indoctrination, resulting in severe mental disorder and intoxication!

Terror-filled with overwhelming fear and anxiety that they are hated by everyone for no particular reason, they assume that all non-Jews' fantasy is to "exterminate them". Reinforced by their collective hypomania, they present it as a matter of existential threat.

Ultimately, paranoia and suspicion of the 'other' haunt them, delusions of "intrinsic hatred" against them and obsession with "antisemitism" become entrenched, thus laws to impose love are formulated.

Can we save them from themselves? That is the question.

Witnessing the crime of Genocide against Palestinians and Humanity as we speak, my emotional state is under severe duress, honestly, I am not interested in answering or finding an answer to the question.

However, my spiritual and humanitarian principles oblige me at least to point out the exit door from the inferno they have created, out of which their souls might be saved.

The only way Jews who chose supremacy could escape the inferno and find peace is to wage a war against themselves.

An individual, personal inner Jihad, a greater Jihad to crush the super-inflated ego that stands in the way between themselves and mankind, and between themselves and the Sublime Creator. Real victory is to defeat the enemy within. The choice is theirs, as it has always been. Will they heed the call?

"To smile when confronted with the most severe oppression, is an act of Resistance rooted in unparalleled beauty."
~ Jonathan Azaziah
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Nahida Izzat: "I am -a Jerusalem born- Palestinian refugee living in exile for over 40 years. I was forced to leave my homeland, Palestine at the age of seven during the six-day war. I am a mathematician by profession but art is one of my favorite pastimes, I love hand-made things, so I make dolls, cards, and most of my clothes. I also write poetry and participate in dialogues with known and unknown friends as I believe that communication is the first step to understanding, I believe in building bridges, not walls. My shy nature hinders me from public speaking, so I try to compensate for my shortcomings by writing! I started writing some years ago when my friends insisted I should write about my memories, experiences, and my feelings as a Palestinian. So I self-published two books, I Believe in Miracles and Palestine, The True Story. [Biographical information: Growing Gardens for Palestine]
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Source: nahidaexiledpalestinian.com. AWIP: http://www.a-w-i-p.com/index.php/aP1r